I've feel that love is when people do things that they aren't required to do but do because they want your life to be better. When you start noticing, there's actually a lot of love in your day. Like Kill leaving lentil soup cooking on the stove when I wake up so that I can take my chemo with food easily or Kill's mum telling me that she'll handle the flowers at our wedding because she could tell that my eyes were crossing out of confusion. People are nice pretty often and when I'm not playing too many video games alone (they make people sad, I think) or out at the bar where shiny, happy people* go then I can notice it all.
Side note: I also recently got a vial of medicine from the pharmacy instead of a syringe and now I have to figure out how to use it. Any suggestions? Obviously, I'm going to go get a needle and fill it up but then how do I avoid air bubbles? I'll probably just Youtube how to do heroin and take my cue from them, voice of experience right? Has anyone besides Elle done this before? DarthTim? SuSu? The vial is between my middle and pointer and the pre-filled syringe is between my thumb and pointer finger. Also, the green needle costs 200$ more than the vial but I bet that the empty needles are cheap.
I'm crafty.
5 comments:
Good description of what love feels like...I agree people are nice pretty often and many of us just never notice. Food also makes me feel loved, like finding a note under your door that says breakfast is outside of it...how good is that!
Those shiny,happy people....you dress up, your beautiful and quite often happy....backs aren't everything...you've got the face!
OK Cail, no trial and error with the vial! Your expression is funny so I am hoping you are joking about Youtube! Why would they give you that without telling you what to do with it? Jeez. Those shiny happy people aren't always as they appear and want you to believe they are. You are so adorable and your back is getting straighter all the time. Bet it's the hormones that are making you feel like you aren't one of them, but you are really way shinier. There are so many people that love you, and also feel the love coming from you. Wonderfully honest post. xoxox
You know who loves shiny things the most? Magpies. And they're the worst.
Just one of the "shiny" things about you and Red; you were always very good at being gracious and grateful for presents and presence.
Kudos!
And...French Farmer took the words out of my mouth on the quality of your blogs.
Loved the comments!!
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